Sick
You may be sick:
If homeostasis underwhelms you
If when you are ok, you are waiting to be sick again
If there is nothing that The Shadow does not touch
If you have not thrown out the hospital bracelets
If you would like to be left alone in the dark all day
If you feel guilty about the things you do, but not guilty enough to stop doing them
If the fire is not hot enough
If you have forgotten more than you have remembered
If you have missed the steady dripping of intravenous fluid supplementation
If you slept well in the hospital bed
If you feel a strong desire to start fires
If enough sleep is too much sleep
If too much sleep is not enough sleep
If knives are now soft
If it occurs to you that the nature of time is the perfect rationalization for your own behavior,
Being that time follows a thermodynamic pattern of increased disorder with every passing moment.










